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jo chang

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and you never will.

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Friday, July 9, 2010


so today i found out how i've been surrendering to everything but God. ive lost so many friends, well i guess i havent lost them but my relationships with everyone have basically just died. i feel like i dont know myself anymore and i dont know what i want anymore. i feel like such a big fat loner and loser. like i dont deserve to have friends or anything good in my life. but then i remember i do deserve the best because i'm His child and that means everything. but nothing comes easy, nothing. i currently have actual blood on my hands but i dont wipe it off because it reminds me that i'm still alive and my life is mine.


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