okay so for a change i wanted to write something instead. its seven thirty six right now, i just finished dinner it was like dumplings and veggies, yes im asian, i dare you to test mae so linda and jenny came over today, and we were goin to bake cookies but we ended up eating random crap and watchin role models i've already watched it millions of times ( she cracked her a$$ off. not literally of coarse so ya they left at approximately fiveish, i watched fired up after that really funny movie. take a peak of it sometime. its worth it.
so i noticed that when your obsessed with something you cant stop thinking about it. urbandictionary.com says "You feel like without that thing or person, you are not complete and can't cope, or- in extreme circumstances- live, unless you have the object you desire." but what if you know you'll never have it. its not possible to obtain it (fully). but you know its worth it. to chase after it. to long for it. do you still run after it?
